Baby , i really cannot forget you . Every single minute I am think about you , Every single thing that i do would link back to you . I am seriously willing to do anything to get you back , you are like seriously my everything . I think i rather you hurt me the second time then to leave me just like that , i really feel like hell now ! Today is already the 1 week and 1 day that you left me , for this 1 week and 1 day , I totally cant do everything , I can't sleep , I can't do anything without you .

You Are The First Thing I Think About



When I Wake Up






Just Thinking Of You Put The


Biggest Smiles On My Face






Every Love Song I Listen To


I Think Of You






I Will Do Anything In This World For You


Coz You Are My World N Everything,






Baby I Love You!

 Wo zhen de hen ai ni , qing ni hui lai wo shen bian ba  ! <333333333333333333333333333333333

Sorry baby , even though you are not anymore my baby ,but i still wish you would be again one day . I know that this few days i have been pushing you to a limit that you cant stand it anymore , i am sorry , i just really don know how much i have hurt you ! Now what i want to say is that i am not going to push you any further already , cause i know that pushing you further would just make you hate me more , but this does not mean that i am giving up on you . I really hope that my love angels would convey the message to you and make the love for NoEl grow in you again ! :D really hope that is going to happen  :D Oh plus stop reading in the dark , you do not want to wear the specs like i do .


God i know that you are reading this post so please help me send the messages to sihui through your lovely angels !




NOEL WILL LOVE SIHUI FOREVER NO MATTER WHAT ! AND WILL BE THERE FOR HER WHENEVER SHE NEEDS SOMEONE TO TALK TO OR WHEN SHE IS SAD HE WILL BE THERE TO CHEER HER UP WITH STRAWBERRIS .

Today when i woke up i lay on my bed and was thinking , what did i do wrong and i realise how much i have hurt you . I know that me saying something now does not mean anything anymore , but seriously , i am not going to give up . I will do whatever it takes to get you back ! I know i got to give you sometime to know more about me . But don take too long alrights ? :D love you always NoEl :-)

i don know why this few days i keep drinking ! Am i doing all this just to get rid of all the pain ? I really don think there is someone that can make me forget you . Please come back as soon as possible ! please please please please .

baby i really don get it , if it is pain why did you choose to let go ? why why why ? we also can know each other when we are together ! why do you have to bring all the pain into both of us ?

Baby please don leave me .. I really don want to lose you . I really love you alot and i really don know what to do without you ! baby please please please i am begging you i am reallly trying all my best to save our relationship . Please ! I am really lost . Baby me being dump is cliche . i really don want to lose you ! please don leave me ! i want to last  forever with  you !

woke up at like around 12 today then went downstairs to eat porridge . Suppose to go shopping with my parents and my brother but my parents say that they still have things to do so did not go . Nigel sms me ask if i would like to join ben , caleb and him for soccer so why not ? haha went to bathe then cabbed down to bishan when i reach there nigel was already half dead or more like 3/4 dead :D kick the soccer ball around then went to play basketball . Ask the people who were there whether they would like to play a half court match ? We started playing till like 7 plus . After that headed towards nigels house there to bathe and stuff .
After that took bus home :D . Oh and YEAH baby is back from taiwan miss you so much la !! and nigel your attitude has improved alot ! just try to cut down on the f words :D
GOD BLESS YOU !

woke up at 12 today , suppose to wake up at 7 for church but drag drag drag till 8 , 9 , 10 after that decide to forget it as i was too tired ! Sorry lord please forgive me ! :D after that watch tv till around 6 , then went into the room and started to watch one piece ! While i was watching , my mother came in and ask me to help her out in the shop so i had no choice but to stop watching ,  worked till around 9 plus . Today's croud was not bad ! hehe :D earning big bucks !! just kidding . After working went into my room to continue watching my one piece . Watch till like one plus then my mother came in and ask me and my brother to go for supper at balester . The food there was not bad and the fish ( giant grouper ) was nice . now going to sleep le ! nights people ! OH!!!! one more thing I MISS YOU BABY one more day and you would be back !! yeah !! I LOVE YOU BABY

haha today woke up at around 12 then up some stuff , after that woftteam awhile , play with all the bloody ganger . Here is something for you people ! Only people with no skills gang shitheads . After that sneak out of house to go church for youth service , not bad la after so long finally manage to make it ! Today they talk about (Luke 10.1-9 ) . Will post the slides up soon ! After youth service went to eat dinner at some pasta shop located in harbourfront , the pasta there quite nice plus very cheat so in overall is good ! after that took mrt to PS and played lan ! after that took bus home which is where i am sitting on and posting the post for today ! hehe nights people !

yup today was another boring day ! woke up at around 10 plus went to bathe , after bathing i was suppose to go for training but i saw my workout and i don really need to be in the gym to finish it so i decided not to go for training as it was at sports school which is at woodlands . Damn far! Nothing much till at night at around 7 plus when audrey ask me if i want to go and watch storm warrior 2 at around 9 with the Advo coaches , so say why not ? haha so meet them around 9 at PS to watch the movie . The movie is watchable but not really very very good ! After the movie , went to the arcade to play a round of jubeat . While i was playing jubeat , they all left without me except for Yew Kin and his wifey :D after that he sent me home . Yeap i guess thats about my life for today :D ..... nights people

Woke up today and nigel left the house already , then he sms me saying that he threw the keys into the sink ! Nigel your aimming not bad ar ! hehe , after that ate maggie ! Then fell asleep again ... woke up at around 3 then when to help my dad deliver some goods to the old seletar airport . The houses there are damn cool la , damn big and very old but nice ! When we came back i woftteam awhile then the contractor of my new house came down to show us how the house would look like ! Not bad la but i want my gym room !!! argghhh :( after that met gernelle at bishan then went for jogging . After that we sat down at a bench near her house and chat for quite awhile . After that bused home :) On the bus saw some siao old dirty uncle , totally crazy la he took his umbrella and shalf it into the aircon hole then start wacking it ! siao one ! That all about today :D nights nights people !

Went Sentosa around 3 with Ben , Nigel , Sinyee & Wanying . Played Soccer & Frisbee on the beach . But was kinda boring cause very few people went . Haha .Nigel bought a new red soccer ball . i think it looks rather cool . HAHA . 19 bucks , quite cheap , from Adidas . Then went Plaza Sing to play Jubeat. Now at my place , nigel going for Church camp tomorrow . 10 - 13 . Will only be back on Sunday . Will miss him lots !!Have fun bro !

HAPPY 2 MONTHS BABY :D !! baby yesterday was our two months but we cannot go out or celebrate as you are overseas :D baby i always love you and i hope that we will last forever ! Sorry for all the wrong things i have done , please give me sometime to correct them ! I LOVE YOU BABY<3

Dam, just woke up. Slept around 5 - 6 yesterday . Went Butter Factory from 11 -4 with Nigel & Louis. Music , Dancing , Grinding but no ALCHOHOL. cause it was an underage party. 16 & above. Cabbed down , Met Cheryl, got the tickets, then went in. Then the bouncer confiscated Nigel's styling foam & he had like $5.50 with of coins in his pocket , then he said - just nice to buy contraband ciggarettes , with a sinister smile . HAHAHAH dam funny. Lol . danced to the music ! Dam fun ! Then keep accidently bang some ahbeng then keep diao me cb. Then su ddenly got 1 small girl come dance infront of me, so dam close! almost grinded her. Next clubbing , St James! 20th December .