WeLcOmE !

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY BABY

2010-02-13T14:29:00.000-08:00

Baby , happy valentine's day ! Baby , i promise that i will do whatever it takes for me the make this relationship last forever . Baby , i really want to thank you for giving me a second chance , i will shower you with all the love i have . Baby , I wish I was a teddy bear , that lay upon your bed , so everytime you cuddled it, you cuddled me instead. I really wish to spend my life with you forever , so every morning when i wake up i would see you by my side or me cuddling you in my arms . Baby , even though we could not spend out valentines day together , you will forever be in my heart . Baby , i am sorry that i did not buy you roses , i am sorry that those flower i made you were so dull and thanks for the shirt baby , i really love it alot and i will always be there for you whenever you need me . BAOBEI WO AI NI YI SHEN YI SHI !

LOST

2010-01-16T11:02:00.000-08:00

Today is the 31th day since you left me , I am really LOST cause i really don know what to do . Everyone is asking me to give up , but if loving someone is so easy to give up , it would not be love anymore . I know that there is no more love in you towards me , which made me very hurt ( cant do anything my fault after all ) . I also know that there is only him in you now , but i really don want you to be so sad everyday . I know that you are unhappy , but you cant do anything .

This seems abit funny ar ?While i am waiting for you , you are there waiting for him , what about him ? Giving you some dumb excuse that his goodfriends not liking you , if he has this kind of good friend right , what the point of them , good friends are suppose to understand each other and support each other when in trouble !

I am really sorry that i hurt you that much , really sorry . You know that i am rusty in relationship right ? I know that this does not mean much but i really love you alot . Me saying anything thing much now does not mean much but i really regreted , really regreted and i have change for you ! How i wish i have a time machine now ! So i could go back in time to make up all my mistakes ! You are seriously the only girl that made me love you so much , seriously so much !

Do you want i know when i started to know that i could not live without you ? Not the time that you broke up with me , but the time that i got back from malaysia ! When i was there i saw my ex , some feelings came back , but i told myself that i am already attacted to you and i cant do anything stupid and hurt anyone . When i was in the room by myself alot of things came into my mind ! One of the most important was you , cause i know that once i start loving a person , the person should really feel it . By then some images flown by , it was me and you holding our hand , walking beside a huge beautiful pond . After that i knee down and asked if you could marry me ! That was when i knew that you were the one , the one for me ! You made me love strawberries , but whenever i eat strawberries , i think of you which hurts alot !

JON ! how i wish your wish for me that time would came true ! i really wish that would come true !

In your 1 month anniversary, the letter you wrote to me was : I really hope we can last long . At times , i cant help but ask myself ,"did i make the right decision to agree to be with you ? I found my answers now .:D I did make the right choice .
I really hope that we last long too ! But i always srew things up ! I always do !

That day that we patch , i really did not want to lose you again . Your kiss which you gave me, felt like our first kiss, its surreal, heavenly.The kiss that i want , from no one but you . But after all i still srew up , srew up big time !

I really hope that you will give me one more chance , one and only last one ! I know that you are the one , only you !

"I love you, not for what you are, but for what I am when I am with you. "

Roy Croft

You can never say never.

091009- Still deeply in love with you. <3

NEW

2010-01-01T08:20:00.000-08:00

Today is a new year , i really hope that we can have a new start . I will just wait ba ! I don know why but for the pass 2 weeks and 1 day , everytime i go into youtube , i would accidentally click onto all the romance songs that is either the guy asking the girl to come back to him or the other way around , i don know if i god asking me to let you see all this song or what but i really need you back in my life !

You are my everything

2009-12-26T13:34:00.000-08:00

Baby , i really cannot forget you . Every single minute I am think about you , Every single thing that i do would link back to you . I am seriously willing to do anything to get you back , you are like seriously my everything . I think i rather you hurt me the second time then to leave me just like that , i really feel like hell now ! Today is already the 1 week and 1 day that you left me , for this 1 week and 1 day , I totally cant do everything , I can't sleep , I can't do anything without you .

You Are The First Thing I Think About

When I Wake Up

Just Thinking Of You Put The

Biggest Smiles On My Face

Every Love Song I Listen To

I Think Of You

I Will Do Anything In This World For You

Coz You Are My World N Everything,

Baby I Love You!

Wo zhen de hen ai ni , qing ni hui lai wo shen bian ba ! <333333333333333333333333333333333

i know .

2009-12-23T10:22:00.000-08:00

Sorry baby , even though you are not anymore my baby ,but i still wish you would be again one day . I know that this few days i have been pushing you to a limit that you cant stand it anymore , i am sorry , i just really don know how much i have hurt you ! Now what i want to say is that i am not going to push you any further already , cause i know that pushing you further would just make you hate me more , but this does not mean that i am giving up on you . I really hope that my love angels would convey the message to you and make the love for NoEl grow in you again ! :D really hope that is going to happen :D Oh plus stop reading in the dark , you do not want to wear the specs like i do .

God i know that you are reading this post so please help me send the messages to sihui through your lovely angels !

NOEL WILL LOVE SIHUI FOREVER NO MATTER WHAT ! AND WILL BE THERE FOR HER WHENEVER SHE NEEDS SOMEONE TO TALK TO OR WHEN SHE IS SAD HE WILL BE THERE TO CHEER HER UP WITH STRAWBERRIS .

trying

2009-12-21T20:03:00.000-08:00

Today when i woke up i lay on my bed and was thinking , what did i do wrong and i realise how much i have hurt you . I know that me saying something now does not mean anything anymore , but seriously , i am not going to give up . I will do whatever it takes to get you back ! I know i got to give you sometime to know more about me . But don take too long alrights ? :D love you always NoEl :-)

i don know

2009-12-21T10:12:00.001-08:00

i don know why this few days i keep drinking ! Am i doing all this just to get rid of all the pain ? I really don think there is someone that can make me forget you . Please come back as soon as possible ! please please please please .

confuse

2009-12-21T09:20:00.000-08:00

baby i really don get it , if it is pain why did you choose to let go ? why why why ? we also can know each other when we are together ! why do you have to bring all the pain into both of us ?

baby please

2009-12-17T08:46:00.000-08:00

Baby please don leave me .. I really don want to lose you . I really love you alot and i really don know what to do without you ! baby please please please i am begging you i am reallly trying all my best to save our relationship . Please ! I am really lost . Baby me being dump is cliche . i really don want to lose you ! please don leave me ! i want to last forever with you !

soccer/basketball

2009-12-14T09:02:00.000-08:00

woke up at like around 12 today then went downstairs to eat porridge . Suppose to go shopping with my parents and my brother but my parents say that they still have things to do so did not go . Nigel sms me ask if i would like to join ben , caleb and him for soccer so why not ? haha went to bathe then cabbed down to bishan when i reach there nigel was already half dead or more like 3/4 dead :D kick the soccer ball around then went to play basketball . Ask the people who were there whether they would like to play a half court match ? We started playing till like 7 plus . After that headed towards nigels house there to bathe and stuff .
After that took bus home :D . Oh and YEAH baby is back from taiwan miss you so much la !! and nigel your attitude has improved alot ! just try to cut down on the f words :D
GOD BLESS YOU !

dumb day

2009-12-13T12:03:00.000-08:00

woke up at 12 today , suppose to wake up at 7 for church but drag drag drag till 8 , 9 , 10 after that decide to forget it as i was too tired ! Sorry lord please forgive me ! :D after that watch tv till around 6 , then went into the room and started to watch one piece ! While i was watching , my mother came in and ask me to help her out in the shop so i had no choice but to stop watching , worked till around 9 plus . Today's croud was not bad ! hehe :D earning big bucks !! just kidding . After working went into my room to continue watching my one piece . Watch till like one plus then my mother came in and ask me and my brother to go for supper at balester . The food there was not bad and the fish ( giant grouper ) was nice . now going to sleep le ! nights people ! OH!!!! one more thing I MISS YOU BABY one more day and you would be back !! yeah !! I LOVE YOU BABY

sneaking day

2009-12-12T09:01:00.000-08:00

haha today woke up at around 12 then up some stuff , after that woftteam awhile , play with all the bloody ganger . Here is something for you people ! Only people with no skills gang shitheads . After that sneak out of house to go church for youth service , not bad la after so long finally manage to make it ! Today they talk about (Luke 10.1-9 ) . Will post the slides up soon ! After youth service went to eat dinner at some pasta shop located in harbourfront , the pasta there quite nice plus very cheat so in overall is good ! after that took mrt to PS and played lan ! after that took bus home which is where i am sitting on and posting the post for today ! hehe nights people !

another boring day!

2009-12-11T10:47:00.000-08:00

yup today was another boring day ! woke up at around 10 plus went to bathe , after bathing i was suppose to go for training but i saw my workout and i don really need to be in the gym to finish it so i decided not to go for training as it was at sports school which is at woodlands . Damn far! Nothing much till at night at around 7 plus when audrey ask me if i want to go and watch storm warrior 2 at around 9 with the Advo coaches , so say why not ? haha so meet them around 9 at PS to watch the movie . The movie is watchable but not really very very good ! After the movie , went to the arcade to play a round of jubeat . While i was playing jubeat , they all left without me except for Yew Kin and his wifey :D after that he sent me home . Yeap i guess thats about my life for today :D ..... nights people

Boring day :(

2009-12-10T08:34:00.000-08:00

Woke up today and nigel left the house already , then he sms me saying that he threw the keys into the sink ! Nigel your aimming not bad ar ! hehe , after that ate maggie ! Then fell asleep again ... woke up at around 3 then when to help my dad deliver some goods to the old seletar airport . The houses there are damn cool la , damn big and very old but nice ! When we came back i woftteam awhile then the contractor of my new house came down to show us how the house would look like ! Not bad la but i want my gym room !!! argghhh :( after that met gernelle at bishan then went for jogging . After that we sat down at a bench near her house and chat for quite awhile . After that bused home :) On the bus saw some siao old dirty uncle , totally crazy la he took his umbrella and shalf it into the aircon hole then start wacking it ! siao one ! That all about today :D nights nights people !

yesterday:D

2009-12-09T17:39:00.000-08:00

Went Sentosa around 3 with Ben , Nigel , Sinyee & Wanying . Played Soccer & Frisbee on the beach . But was kinda boring cause very few people went . Haha .Nigel bought a new red soccer ball . i think it looks rather cool . HAHA . 19 bucks , quite cheap , from Adidas . Then went Plaza Sing to play Jubeat. Now at my place , nigel going for Church camp tomorrow . 10 - 13 . Will only be back on Sunday . Will miss him lots !!Have fun bro !

2 months baby :D

2009-12-09T16:49:00.000-08:00

HAPPY 2 MONTHS BABY :D !! baby yesterday was our two months but we cannot go out or celebrate as you are overseas :D baby i always love you and i hope that we will last forever ! Sorry for all the wrong things i have done , please give me sometime to correct them ! I LOVE YOU BABY<3

BUTTER FACTORY !

2009-12-08T21:07:00.000-08:00

Dam, just woke up. Slept around 5 - 6 yesterday . Went Butter Factory from 11 -4 with Nigel & Louis. Music , Dancing , Grinding but no ALCHOHOL. cause it was an underage party. 16 & above. Cabbed down , Met Cheryl, got the tickets, then went in. Then the bouncer confiscated Nigel's styling foam & he had like $5.50 with of coins in his pocket , then he said - just nice to buy contraband ciggarettes , with a sinister smile . HAHAHAH dam funny. Lol . danced to the music ! Dam fun ! Then keep accidently bang some ahbeng then keep diao me cb. Then su ddenly got 1 small girl come dance infront of me, so dam close! almost grinded her. Next clubbing , St James! 20th December .

random

2008-11-06T06:15:00.000-08:00

This is what 1,2,3,4 means
1 thing
2 do
3 words
4 you !
I LOVE YOU

pissed

2008-10-15T09:38:00.000-07:00

so i guess i am hated by alot of other peopl ! good to know that
but the worse thing is that
you people act as you befriend me
then stabe me from behind
why do you people have to do that?
why do you have to befriend me ? dude ?
man like seriously
don you just get sick
or even piss acting ?
unless you are like some dog
no no no dogs
dogs have feeling
died man yeah died man that does not have have any
feelings at all !
if you hate me its kinda fine
but just don freaking act as you are my friend!
heard that dicks and bitches !

fun i guess

2008-10-10T13:27:00.000-07:00

Hey , today was kinda fun but bad luck i guess !
The first thing i got to yu zhan's house i got injured !
The next thing i know is that there is a damn huge cut on my leg ,
after that there was like 6 maids giving me medical attetion
yu zhan's house is a total resort .
then after that i was limbing around playing playing pool next to the swimming pool ^.^
then it was like dinner , the OMG is that there is a whole line of food set up for us .
after dinner i was like in the swimming pool playing polo !
at first my leg was like damn pain but after that i was already playing polo like some ass .
by then most of the people that came has already left but wei chong , lenz and me are still here .
we watch movie like till now since around 12.15 .

HATE

2008-10-09T11:32:00.000-07:00

i seriously hate my parents ! whatever they say or promise, they always don mean it they always break their promise ! i really reallly reallly really hate them to core !! hiaz why is my life always in a chaos ? damn it

7 why's in my life

2008-10-09T11:28:00.000-07:00

why does the girls i like think i am very popular around girls ? why does all the girl i talk to hang up on me ? why does everyone in my school hate me so much ? why can't i get the girl i really love ? why does all the girl that i like always choose someone else instead of me after i have done so many things for her ? why does other guys like get they girl they like so easily and take me like a millions of year maybe not even get one , why is it so hard ?

lucky

2008-10-03T20:55:00.000-07:00

wow yesterday was kinda of exciting
cause at first i was doing my life science paper slowly
at the last 20min i was still going to the toilet
when i came back from the toilet i was like left with 15 min
to finish two things , the last question and my otas sheet
so i quickly start write for the last question and when the
teacher says 5 min left i was like omg , cause i was not even half was through
the last question and my hand was shaking like crazy .
so i rush through till the end and i manage to finish
after that ryan chang , ryan chan , chun long and i went to play table tennis at ryan chang house
damn fun la and by the time i reach home it was already 8 i guess
yeah that all for yesterday !

today

2008-10-02T04:55:00.000-07:00

Today i woke up quite early and went to school but i was quite sleepy as i think i slept last the day before . when i reach school people were like outside the class studying for english paper 1 ! then we attended assembly and assembly was like over right after the anthem singing . then went into class
for english paper
after eng paper
went to the library to study ( school library )
stupid ethan thinks that he very big keep scolding people stupid
like he very clever like that ( hhas)
then went back to class for history paper
afew people came back late
especially patrick and avinash
they got to stay back after that
then about at the end of the paper
Lenz did like something damn cool la
then make me laugh then i also have to stay back
after that wei yao got caught for his hair cause it was like freaking long la
i went to the SAC to find ryan and chun long
then we ate before we left
then we took 74 then 167 home
then i told chun long that the girl sitting in front of me is a girl that stay near me
stupid chun long go think sick
and when i alighted with her chun long was like raising his eye brows in the freaking bus la
after that when i walk to the door
i went to look at the girl
and she also look back la
so cool
after that i rush to tuition
then my teacher was like damn pms la
freaking scolded me for nothing
then after that i went home
then took a nap then now then wake up so yeah
i guess i should blog till now
i guess my life is just so boring ( HAHA)

HAHA lols no offence

2008-10-02T04:33:00.001-07:00

i guess this is to all girls that love flirty boys , why do you girls choose a rather choose a guy that flirts than a guy that love you hell lot . When the flirty boy , quarrel with you , you ask for break but after awhile you would choose to go back to him . when there is another guy that loves you like hell lot , care about you and will not do a single thing that the flirty guys did to you . Why don you just give the poor guy a chance after he have done so much for you ?

BORED!!

2008-05-25T01:17:00.000-07:00

today was nothing !!! damn bored . i was surpose to got for shopping today but i woke up late and i did not have a chance to get out of the damn house ! after that still have to work sia freaking bored la !! BORED BORED BORED!:(

emo

2008-04-15T07:06:00.000-07:00

today is not really cool as everyone in school was against me after winson shouted at me yesterday . i also screwed up my training

thanks

2008-04-13T02:37:00.000-07:00

hey natalie thanks for helping me in my blog . own you one man thanks !!!

2008-04-13T01:58:00.001-07:00

i have finally managed to edit the skin -.-"
all comers is this coming sunday.. damnit